30 Quintilis 2025

Administration

I need to properly cite the art that isn’t mine here on ghosttraffic.net. The owl banner on the Dispatches page is one such piece. I’m sorry.

Personal

Yesterday I had a repeat of my fainting sickness episodes, not nearly as bad but scary in a different way for how long I was stuck at loosing consciousness. I was worried I wouldn’t wake back up and had a hard time falling asleep last night in response to the trauma.

Need to get bloodwork, a dentist appointment, a cancer screening. other stuff too probably.

Work

woke up Boyfriend today while feeding and watering the Bugs TM. I was concerned he was sleeping late, turns out his alarm was wrong. Managed to drive him to work on time. its a peculiar feeling, thinking about a job how vital his job is. profound. profound work.

I contacted some childcare organizers, hoping they can help me look for a job. Also bookshops, barista-ing, tutoring would be great (tutor’s union?)

Thinking about Suggestion Boxes, Directories, Newsletters, Assemblies, Art Departments, and how our organizations fulfil entirely different functions than those i most often see copied—the State and Corporation recreated in miniature.

Tarot

Really unsatisfied with the Horns Suit right now.

Reading Red Tarot in a group on Reddit.

Personal

I’m worried I can’t do a job that requires me to be on my feet with my current health situation. Ran into so many problems with knees and feet at the cafe, and now with the fainting when i stand up too fast.

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Boxes.

Ballot boxes, Suggestion boxes

Terra Ignota

why isn’t there dual Hive membership?

Dreams

dream of the day after the last day of school, when we still confusingly had class for one more half day, or something, a snow day not used, or snowed, or over-used. idk. and i spoke about The Museum at Pergatory.